Suddenly life was there
Enveloping, warm, bright, the comfort of living and loving filling and riddling my body with pangs of pleasure
All it took was seeing you
your smile
Your eyes, full of tenderness that is older than you
You are mother and infant, nature’s beauty into flesh
even the passing thought of you and your laugh and body and mind sends me into the throes of devotion, devotional fits of submission and intolerance
Focusing on the thought of you is dangerous, I will tear myself apart with tears
Is love something that you can feel?
Love is lower than desire
Desire is the Dionysian and love is the Apollonian
Every organ in my body screams to know every organ in yours
I used to delude myself into thinking you felt the same way
And i know i’ve deluded myself into knowing you feel the same way
For you must,
Am i only person in the world possessed with this sort of fiendish passion?
You are life to me
Some say that life is the little things
I didn’t understand the little things before i met you
